Friday, April 3, 2009
Kafa and Finau
It's been one year since I delivered our beautiful little boys. April 3rd will never be the same. I have tried really hard today not to just sit and cry. They have been on my mind all day and I look at the clock and remember where we were a year ago. I wonder how they are doing in Heaven and if they are with my mom. I wonder why they weren't able to be a part of our earthly family and then I remember that they were too perfect to be here. I know they are in a much better place. I know they are with their brother and are looking down on us. I just miss them. I miss the idea of having them here. I know that our house would be so crazy with them here, but I'm sure it would have been a wonderful crazy. My husband has called to check on me several times today, for which I am grateful. I'm so thankful to be the mom and wife of this little family. I hope that we are doing all that we can so that we will be able to be reunited with our sons someday. I often wonder why we were so blessed to have 2 sets of twins, but the boys just couldn't survive. I hope and pray that this new baby will be ok. I'm not sure I could handle another situation like my boys. I love them and I miss them. I'm so grateful for my four beautiful kids here on this earth. I'm so thankful for the husband that I have been blessed with. My love for him just grows stronger everyday. I'm so thankful for the gospel and the knowledge that families are forever.
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- Tevita and Jodi
- Tevita and I met 13 years ago in Provo Utah. What a cutie he was! In June we will have been married for 12 years. It is hard to believe that we have been married that long but yep, here we are coming up on 12. We have 5 beautiful children that keep us pretty busy. We also have 3 angel baby boys that we know we will be with after this life. We have so many different personalities in this house but there is one thing for sure...we love each other and are grateful for this family! What a great life!
Halamehi
4 comments:
Jodi, I am so sorry I feel horrible for not remembering the dates. I know I talked to you and you seem okay so I hope all is well. I love you and you are ALWAYS in my prayers. love you (and p.s. I think all your boys are with mom along with our brother and i am sure they are keeping her very busy)
Jodi, I'm sure yesterday was a rough day for you. I'm sure "rough" doesn't even describe what you've gone through. Please know that I love you and really do hope there are brighter days for you. I'm sure your mom is in Heaven taking extra special care of your children. And I know that she's so proud of the great mom and wife you are. I hope and pray everything goes well with this baby. I, too, am so grateful for my knowledge of the Gospel and our Heavenly Father's Plan for us.
Jodi, I am so sorry! I sometimes just wonder why good people have to go through such hard times! But, I know that heavenly father knows what he is doing. And how lucky are you to have the knowledge that you will have those sweet little boys again someday!
Jodi - I didn't know you'd lost your mom. Mine died too. My heart aches that anyone has to go through that - I also don't know the details on you children but I read somewhere that Joseph Smith promised when we lose a child in this life (even miscarriage which I've experienced) that we'll have the chance to raise them in the next. I'm POSITIVE your mom knows and loves your lost ones and that you'll know them and love them again too - even hold them in your arms. Thinking of you and praying for you.
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